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[Sep. 23rd, 2010|11:25 am] |
Tonight: Dancing with Sultra and news about future performances
Friday: Work and relaxing
Saturday night: Surprise Bday party for a friend
Sunday: Employee party at work. Lame. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2010|07:00 pm] |
It's strange having two blogs at one time... well, three I suppose? Though I rarely ever post on Myspace anymore. If I included Facebook that would be 4 blogs. WTF lol. TOO MANY!!! Anyway, if you have a Tumblr, I'm Queenchernabog. My name is actually spelled correctly on that one ;p lol. Anyhow, I'm still getting used to Tumblr, but it's cool so far! I don't understand responding to comments or... finding people or communities or anything though. :/ Ugh!
Anyhow, last night I spent some time with my sweet sweet Be Be (for those who didn't read or have forgotten, that is my pipe's name). I'm thinking... depending on how I feel when I get home, I may have another chat with her. Though I'll probably just want to sleep lol. I'm working until 11pm won't get home until midnight and it's slow as hell here. Seriously, 3 people in house, and I've already done all the check ins. I really want a beer right now.. or a shot... or... Be Be so I can properly celebrate 4 20. ;) LOL!!! Oye... yoy...
I'm still working on my first letter to my new soldier... Jeremy. Hopefully he's a cool guy. I got lucky with my last 2. They were awesome :) I love getting to talk to new people from different places! |
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| I'm hungry... and in need of new icons. |
[Apr. 19th, 2010|10:46 am] |
I'm also in need of an apartment to move out of moms place. Issue is, apartments are generally more than I can afford, and I don't want roommates. I'm more than possitive I'd be more comfortable living on my own.
ARGH I'm so hungry! And angry and... FULL OF HATES!!! Work... *Sigh*... work. And ... food :( I need me some berries, a strawberry milk and some easy mac... maybe a cup o noodle... or two lol. I'm working 9 hour shifts now so I eat more at work. :} It's all good except the fact that I'm spending money on food because we no longer get fed here. And the thing that makes me angry about work is the fact that our hours have already been cut, and my boss asked before I got to work if I wanted the day off. Then I'd only have 26 hours this entire week. I said NO and that's that. It's ridiculous. We need money to pay bills too! SHIT!
Anyhow, today after work I plan on relaxing, watching TV and ummm... practicing a bit of dance methinks as well. Just a bit. I've been lazy lately but it doesn't really bother me.
I've come to the conclusion that I get stressed really easily. :( Like right now. There's no real reason to be, I'm just nervous about being sent home early! I've grown to hate working the morning shifts around here. There's so much more pressure. |
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| LJ Cleaning |
[Apr. 18th, 2010|01:35 pm] |
Sooo life. Nothing terribly eventful has... well... happened. Been reading a good assortment of books! "Summer with the Leprachauns" (sp?) "School Rumble", "The Illiad," and others that are on the list to start.
Last week I went partying in Park City with some coworkers, that was a fun... interesting experience lol.
I've decided that I rather like my job, especially now. I work four days a week, 9 hour shifts. Sunday morning which is totally chill and we just sit around and do whatever, Monday morning which... isn't as relaxed because the boss people are around, then Tues and Wed nights which is again, super chill and relaxed. And I love the people I work with! :D So you know, it's all a big winning sitch. The only issue is working that Mon morning with Nick and the other managers around. It's stressful finding something to do when there is nothing.
Today I decided to clean up my LJ. There are a lot of communities and people that haven't updated in AGES so I've decided to just get rid of them lol. That sounds horrible but it's TRUE! Goodness.
So, my step dad has applied to be moved to Pittsburgh. We'll see if it actually happens or not. I haven't been accepted to college yet, ummm... was going to take dance classes with Sultra but that's been cancelled because her husband flipped his shit at her saying she doesn't spend enough time with her family.
Oh! I hung out with Shelby yesterday and I bought my first pipe! Exciting no? :)))) I'm not much of a smoker, but there are times I just... go CRAZY! I need it! Especially when I'm super stressed :( It's le lame. Just hope I can keep it well hidden from my parents... whom I still live with because I'm poor and lame. |
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| Bellydance Spring Fest & AIW |
[Mar. 8th, 2010|09:34 am] |
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Was awesome! :D There were a lot of bad and a lot of good dancers. I bought me a couple of pretty hair pieces and just... watched the show... for hours. At one point Derek and I left to get some food and took a walk around the outdoor mall.
The weather was really nice, or at least, getting really nice, then I get up today for my long drive to work and the sky is just... full of clouds and haze. It was gross :( Once I got up into the mountains the sky was clear and beautiful though, which was refreshing. Makes me think what kind of crap I'm breathing in my lungs down in the valley.
Anyhow, on Sun Derek and I went to see Alice in Wonderland! I really liked it actually! The Cheshire Cat makes me happy. :3 |
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| Meow Meow Cat Chow |
[Mar. 5th, 2010|08:47 am] |
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Woot I have this weekend off! This ... Sunday I think, I'll be going to see Alice in Wonderland. I don't feel like dealing with too many people so I figure Sunday morning when most of the city is in church I'll go :D Heehee.
I like having a job again, though, at the same time... not so much lol. I hate the hour drive and overall I'd like to just not have to work ... EVER. I'd rather take classes and run around and have FUN!!! But oh well, just part of being a "grown up" eh?
I got a letter from Courtney which made my day! So today at work I'm going to work on my cousin's letter and Courtney's letter, then I have to write Kate's, but probably on Monday. <3
It snowed last night! Like, it snowed. Uuuugh. I hates driving in that mess, but oh well. At least the skiers up here will be happy. Then I don't have to tell future guests, "Ummm yeah, the slopes are still looking good but we haven't had any fresh snowfall in a while." Yeah, like, weeks! And I was hoping that Spring would come sooner than later. :( Poooooo
Anyhow, unless I post later today, you won't hear from me until next week since I'm staying the weekend with Derek! <3
XOXO |
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| Blee Blee Blee |
[Mar. 3rd, 2010|08:29 am] |
So, after being fired from Steins and not having a job for a month and half, I ended up going back to the Yarrow. Which I did NOT want to be working in Park City again, but whatever, it's a job. So here I am, at my old desk... writing in Livejournal :) Hee.
Life has been the same, except now I'm dating my best friend Derek, so that's interesting. Physically I'm not all that attracted to him, but we have so much in common and he treats me so well. *sigh* I guess like every other woman, we want someone who's exactly like that, but pretty on the outside too, someone who makes our heart pound every time we see them. I'm more or less indifferent towards our relationship, so it kinda makes me feel... guilty?
I almost never write anymore, it's kinda sad, I used to love writing in journals whether it was online or not.
Oh! I've been reading a lot! Aaaand I have lots of plants! I'm thinking of going back to college for Environmental Science <3 I have a couple of Jade plants, a Money Tree, and Orchid, Water Lilies, Star Gazer Lilies, a few Lucky Bamboo, African Violets, and a couple other plants I forget what they're called. I'm trying to grow Sensitive Plants but no luck there. :( Meh.
Well, hopefully I'll get back into posting a lot. I'd like to make more friends on here as well, the only one who'd ever comment deleted her account. :( |
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| So... about that guy... |
[Dec. 23rd, 2009|07:06 pm] |
In ... two weeks(?) I'll be going on a hang out date thing. And of course this is after I tell myself that I'm not going on any more dates and that I'm taking a full break from men, seeing as how I usually seem to pick the wrong ones. But alas, here's another one.
And this hang out date thing consists of getting trashed and going to play laser tag which I SUCK at! LOL!!! Should be fun, but then after I'll probably still be drunk, at least, too intoxicated to drive and I'll end up hanging at his place which is never good because being at the guys place normally leads to sex. :X I'm tired of first/second date sex. I feel like a slut, granted, I enjoy myself thoroughly, it's just a tad bit too fast for that.
It's funny, I was just talking to my coworker via tele and she made "predictions" about Craig and I. And apparently normally she's right so we'll see. #1, That when he moves to Seattle I'll move with him, or around the same time. Maybe not move in with him, but in same area, which is ironic because here I was talking to Kate about moving over there and Seattle is my FAVORITE city! #2, During our drunken laser tagness Craig will instigate everything, as in, he'll make most of the moves and we'll at least kiss. I'm hoping things don't go further, it's just too fast. #3, She sees us in at least a six month relationship, if not more. So she sees this one working for a long while, which is refreshing to say the least. and #4, That if she ends up working in Ireland for at least a month to 3 months, I won't move with her, unless he does, otherwise I'll just visit for around 2 weeks.
Lol, pretty extensive, we'll see if she's right! ;) |
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| Life is not my friend. |
[Dec. 22nd, 2009|11:57 am] |
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I should really start getting back into LJ. It helps me get through things. :/
I've been rather depressive lately. I find humor in talking with my coworker about mutilating cute animals and drawing pictures of the poor front desk guy wearing a pink bunny suit. (My sense of humor is a little... off)
But seriously... I want to get the fuck out of this city. Salt Lake is lame to say the least. There's nothing here, there's no one here. I've only made a couple friends that are worth calling friends and I've lived here for about a year and a half. Over that now actually. It's sad. The place is over run by suppressive mormons, the pollution is HORRID, the dance community is fucked up, and... well shit, there's just... nothing I really like about the place. It doesn't kick up my creativity, if anything I feel like a hermit even more now than I ever have in my life! Well... early highschool I was a hermit lol, don't know if I can beat those days, but I'm even less motivated now. I know that. I rarely draw, and I don't dance nearly as much as I should.
I need to go someplace more openminded you know? Where there isn't one woman who controls the entire dance community, where I can meet other pagans easier and just... someplace more artistic. Beautiful you know?
I need to get my car figured out. I have to get things changed to my SS (since it's not and I'm getting no credit at all) and then start paying double and maybe if I can get my car refinanced. :) Then my insurance will go down and everything if I get my mom off as my cosigner.
Eh, we'll see what happens I guess. :/ |
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| Wow, it's been a LONG time! |
[Dec. 21st, 2009|05:17 pm] |
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Where do I start? Well, I had a long distance boyfriend for a couple months, then when he got possessive and demanding, it ended up breaking off. Especially when I wouldn't move to New York to be with him. Then I dated someone for two weeks right after who was a ballet dancer, and what do ya know, that didn't work either. I'm losing hope in finding a man.
I now work at Stein Eriksen Lodge as a reservationist and will soon be working from home, we'll see how that goes. Well I hope :/
And... well, that's about it really. I haven't been too happy lately. Just... kinda bummed about life.
I am getting more into Paganism and Solitary Witchcraft, which is good. I need to get more in touch with my spirituality. |
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